Lonely... or maybe not?

Being home alone wasn't a good idea. Look, I live with my brother and he goes to school every day time and he goes tuition almost night times. So, hell yea, I will be talking either to the mirror or the wall. (oh pls, i'm not a psycho).

Most of the time I'm alone you see. Some people just ask me why don't I go out and find friends since you have a car. I TELL you why then. I won't simply spend my money because of I'm feeling bored or something.

Mom, dad & sis live at another house which is not far away from mine (seriously, not far). Well, parents are busy with their business and sis is busy with her.... er... assignments? I have no freaking idea what is she up to somehow. She can be emotional and sometimes her mood changes til she freaks me out.


My first semester's final exam has just over not long ago. Before that exam, I was studying and revising like nuts. Just for that particular 3 hours exam (for 1 subject).... or maybe, I need to be more optimistic and think for my degree and sacrifices all my energy and attention on those subjects. Oh ya, it's over, so, what's next?
HOLIDAYS of course. I tell you what, I have no plan except of working out in the gym harder and figure out what to do next.


You may think that i'm weird but seriously, holidays didn't bring me happiness or excitement. Maybe the function of holidays is just to let the students rest from their semester studies and let those lecturers to mark our exam papers. (how sad)


Ohhh, one more thing, some of my friends (don't really know them and they like to judge a book by its cover). Keep on mentioning about a good looking guy should get a girlfriend. Obviously i'm not good looking, but hey, who the fu*k cares about your fu*kin relationships when there are plenty useful things for you to do?


Sorry for all those rude things up there. Sometimes, people just need to express whatever you think they need to be tell and no need to keep inside one's heart. Well, finding your love one is part of your life right? Being single or in a relationship doesn't make things change (i think). The Earth will still turn slowly and things on earth will til move on and functioning as they used to be.


Maybe I'm not still so lonely after all.